ME

Am I a failure? whatever i did or do, it will only resulted not the way I wanted. In fact, it came out worst than I can imagine. What is wrong with me?? I am lazy to study, not friendly enough, too strict when scolding ppl who make mistakes, cant swim fast altho i just learnt up swimming two years ago. Are all these my fault? Sometimes, i think its da best to start all over again.... It will be surely very nice if the time can reverse...