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days in university are alwaz follow the same routine. starts with very free, then tired, then super busy and back to very free... with so many things coming on and so few time to spend, how can i learn to manage my time better??

Hey World....

For this week, it seemed to be better but deep in everyone's heart, I does not agree with this statement. the thorn will be always there and so am I. I wanted to be myself again but i think this will never happened as long as those people is still around me.

ME

Am I a failure? whatever i did or do, it will only resulted not the way I wanted. In fact, it came out worst than I can imagine. What is wrong with me?? I am lazy to study, not friendly enough, too strict when scolding ppl who make mistakes, cant swim fast altho i just learnt up swimming two years ago. Are all these my fault? Sometimes, i think its da best to start all over again.... It will be surely very nice if the time can reverse...

Bonding Bonding

its an annual event for my lifeguard corps. tis time, we went to the same venue as last year's but all the atmosphere are totally different. it is not as enjoyable as previously mayb because of not knowing each other well. hopefully, we will become better in the future.

International Lifesaving Competition Report

Finally, the whole event is finished. What can I say? The performance is ok ok only, where some of my swimmers can do far better than what they did. But other than that, I am quite satisfied with the event on that day. Hot and cold, wet and dry... I am really waiting for the next lifesaving competition to come!!

International Lifesaving Competition

Another two days, the event will be starting. Feeling nervous not as the swimmer or competitor but nervous because of the hosting part. Im having a strange feeling that problems will occur but just does not know why. Please god... Please let me wrong.... Please give us luck!!

NOT AN EASY JOB.

Sometimes I really think, do I Really fit to take up the post? Or am I worrying too much? Why it seems that the whole world is going against me? Really alot of questioning happened these few days. I would only blame myself for not doing the best job of the world. hehe.. Sarcastic?  Hopefully you wont interpret it like that...

1st meeting

Just finished the first meeting as a captain. Result: NO GOOD!! I doesn't know why but it is just no good...

LEADER

Haiz, This is the first word that came into my mind when i started tis post. I know that it is not easy to become a leader, left alone leader to a bunch of grown ups. What should i do? Should i continue insisting or just leave them alone? Hopefully after this, no more problematic people for me to solve(but I can only cross my finger, just HOPE) Help plz....

After 16th Sept

I think its time to put a full stop to my activities regarding to PPSL.  Time to focus on my lifesaving and swimming skills and training. Although its sooo tiring in these two weeks, I hope Im able to cope with whatever the future will bring to me!! Chaiyok!!

End of PPSL 2011

After a week of busy, the orientation had finally ended. OMG!! Last month,  i was just figuring how am i to go thru the 1week of orientation. however, i managed to go over it. if there is a word to describe the orientation week, i will use the word TIRED. but duno why, im happy to be tired. its very weird of me rite? heheheh...  i think the last job that i will be taking part is the MALAM APRESIASI SISWA MERDEKA 1 MALAYSIA. hopefully, this event will end up in a BLAST!!.....

PPSL

started the very 1st talk on the orientation last night. it was funny n cold. Doesn't know what did En Nazru had eaten until can be that humour. Another thing that I wana tell is I'm elected as the Timbalan Penghulu or in other words the vice-head of the orientation movement. Is this a good thing or I'm just worrying too much? Can I handle it? Can I make out the best from me?? arz..... So mixed feelings...

1st Sept

1st day of the month... fed up wif malaysian ppl... friends or foe... when can they all disappear from my face? if possible, i would jz kill them all.... wat i hate is, they will oni c other ppl's mistakes but not theirs. is tis my own problem or theirs? i now that im wrong, so i keep quite. but they will continue to scold n say out inappropriate words.. excuse me!! who u think u r? if u are so great, go n do something that WOW me instead of using ur stupid brain(i hope you got) trying to disturb me!!!

3 days to go

count down-ing to go bc USM. i think i miss usm more than i tot i would... mayb its bcoz of too free n boring at home. but wat im afraid when bc to usm is, i will be too busy until shit. haiz.... life is so miserable, too much or too little will not satisfy any human...

Boring holidays...

again, long holidays are no good for me. it makes me feel useless. but the other side, i went shopping n manage to get myself a pair of new white shoes and black checkers jacket. there are so many things that i wanted but im broke for now. hopefully i can manage my financial even better in future. countdown, 5 days to go back uni. feeling?? happy but worried. happy to hv something to do but worried on those problematic juniors. another problem is the lifesaving competition. no teams from UUM makes me shakes abit. Do we hv it to compete internationally??

boring holiday....

holiday is great but tis 4month is not. its super duper boring. my routine everyday is wake up at 8am for breakfast and then sleep until 6pm for dinner. then online n drama then sleep. what kind of living is this?
good news is, the holiday is ending soon. Good news, isn't it??

person in charge..

its not easy to take up a responsibility... from da top, urge me to finis my job but the ppl below me is hard to contact and find for their cooperation. should i jz ignore the top or ignore the bottom? i really dun lik da feeling of being kept in the middle....

Summary

Let me do a brief summary on what had happened to me in these two years. Firstly of course I did two years of Computer Sciences course in USM. I will have another two years to go. Secondly, I am proud to say that I am deeply involved in water sports, mainly lifesaving and swimming. It was great to learn up lifesaving as it benefits me besides helping other people that is in need. Although there are ups and downs, but for me, I will take those things as challenges for me to become a better person. 

I will be doin my 3rd year studies in the coming Sept. hopefully I can manage to get thru it will acceptable results. Lifesaving competition and PKS Swimming meet, I doubt myself to excel in both of them.

Tats all for now, bye bye....

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ITS BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE MY LAST POST... OMG... I totally forgot that i own a blog.. should i re-activate it???